inspiration
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Title: inspirationi haven't have any inspiration in a while . this stuff plays a big part on life you know , it brings different emotions to my mind. It keeps me updated because I end up picturing the new ways you’ll be deny your feelings. It keeps me updated with the true feelings that I posses which
she obviously does not have / maybe she does but that’s called
stealing. I gotta admit , she scares me. What kind of guy can you really be ? as long as you’re happy right ? because I’m
think I’m allright. if you think about it , because of her you kinda left me there, and I kinda like it. Sure we’re losing communication really fast, bit by bit . but that’s all right because no one’s hurt , I think . i bet you like all the attention , and let me guess , you don't even want her. you're just a hog that's all . thank god me and that girl are not friends , cause if we were i would have ratted you out , i would've told her how crappy your are , all in all . but you saved me from your own crap , so i guess i should
thankyou for keeping me away from
you :) thanks babe , because of you're horrible character you got me to stop "
loving" you and got me into hating you . it's a win-win situation right ?
HELL YEAH IT IS . think about it, you have
her plus she has
you while i'm by myself without anyone but not quite. it opens up a new window for a new person to
love and it opens up another door for me to find true happiness with no
useless drama that you gave me. i'm not saying that i was involved in drama , but it saved me from
future drama , i've totally sensed that since the beginning &
she cannot see it.
blaaah , that's what you are :)
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Title: blaaah , that's what you are :)
I need to relax and find something else to think about. Cause all of this confusion is driving me crazy , up and around. Everything I think of relates back to you ; music , school , to kill a mockingbird, school buses, perogies, stupid commericials and my stupid questions all have something to do , with you. It’s stupid I know but I am pretty sure you’ve had that feeling when you’re tired of the same thoughts over and over again. That same feeling when you’re mind, not your heart, is full of pain and you just cannot sustain. So you need to empty out your
mind to find that peace that once belonged to you until that special someone came around. But it still doesn’t work cause you’re stuck and bound. You’re bound like a book , and as a book you’re
judged you’re cover. Plus, you’re either hated or . . . loved. But in the end you remember that special someone who at least once, has said something to you about you’re cover. And those words you say over and over . Now that you get how I feel , let’s go together and get over this deal. The thing is, I am really scared that if I stop thinking about you , I loose you forever . Plus, if I loose you forever then I just have total regret and it will result to a guilt , but it will never leave, but whatever. I’ve felt that guilt already, I’m practically a pro. Plus , if you think about it , that guilt will always be here which means
you will always be here though. Wow, well that’s great I’m stuck with you and those other guys that are already in my mind. But I promise you, out of all of them you are the only boy who is always in my mind, no matter what time. I try to think good thoughts about you , although I tell my self who cares ? right, I mean you probably don’t care about me. But that’s allright cause at least you know that I am here to support you, even if that me forgetting about me . You’ll do great without me cause you have her . Even if she’s just . . . retarded, that’s allright, cause that’s
your problem now. Hmm , perfect if I forget about you, then I’m totally fine with what you left me cause you chose her not me . haaa, that’s what you geeet SUCKKKA (:
aaaay , waddup ?
you don't need to know my name , cause if you found this:
you obviously know it already .
inspiration
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Title: inspirationi haven't have any inspiration in a while . this stuff plays a big part on life you know , it brings different emotions to my mind. It keeps me updated because I end up picturing the new ways you’ll be deny your feelings. It keeps me updated with the true feelings that I posses which
she obviously does not have / maybe she does but that’s called
stealing. I gotta admit , she scares me. What kind of guy can you really be ? as long as you’re happy right ? because I’m
think I’m allright. if you think about it , because of her you kinda left me there, and I kinda like it. Sure we’re losing communication really fast, bit by bit . but that’s all right because no one’s hurt , I think . i bet you like all the attention , and let me guess , you don't even want her. you're just a hog that's all . thank god me and that girl are not friends , cause if we were i would have ratted you out , i would've told her how crappy your are , all in all . but you saved me from your own crap , so i guess i should
thankyou for keeping me away from
you :) thanks babe , because of you're horrible character you got me to stop "
loving" you and got me into hating you . it's a win-win situation right ?
HELL YEAH IT IS . think about it, you have
her plus she has
you while i'm by myself without anyone but not quite. it opens up a new window for a new person to
love and it opens up another door for me to find true happiness with no
useless drama that you gave me. i'm not saying that i was involved in drama , but it saved me from
future drama , i've totally sensed that since the beginning &
she cannot see it.
blaaah , that's what you are :)
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Title: blaaah , that's what you are :) I need to relax and find something else to think about. Cause all of this confusion is driving me crazy , up and around. Everything I think of relates back to you ; music , school , to kill a mockingbird, school buses, perogies, stupid commericials and my stupid questions all have something to do , with you. It’s stupid I know but I am pretty sure you’ve had that feeling when you’re tired of the same thoughts over and over again. That same feeling when you’re mind, not your heart, is full of pain and you just cannot sustain. So you need to empty out your
mind to find that peace that once belonged to you until that special someone came around. But it still doesn’t work cause you’re stuck and bound. You’re bound like a book , and as a book you’re
judged you’re cover. Plus, you’re either hated or . . . loved. But in the end you remember that special someone who at least once, has said something to you about you’re cover. And those words you say over and over . Now that you get how I feel , let’s go together and get over this deal. The thing is, I am really scared that if I stop thinking about you , I loose you forever . Plus, if I loose you forever then I just have total regret and it will result to a guilt , but it will never leave, but whatever. I’ve felt that guilt already, I’m practically a pro. Plus , if you think about it , that guilt will always be here which means
you will always be here though. Wow, well that’s great I’m stuck with you and those other guys that are already in my mind. But I promise you, out of all of them you are the only boy who is always in my mind, no matter what time. I try to think good thoughts about you , although I tell my self who cares ? right, I mean you probably don’t care about me. But that’s allright cause at least you know that I am here to support you, even if that me forgetting about me . You’ll do great without me cause you have her . Even if she’s just . . . retarded, that’s allright, cause that’s
your problem now. Hmm , perfect if I forget about you, then I’m totally fine with what you left me cause you chose her not me . haaa, that’s what you geeet SUCKKKA (:
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